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Friday, August 6, 2010
11:51 AM
everything in this whole is about bearable. i have to bear and admit the fact that both of us wont get the result as what i expected. everything is going to be back to square one. what i think is only one-sided. i shuld try my best to let go and move on. i seriously try my best but it seems that everything doesnt works well for me. i tried to ignore, tried to give up. and i thought i really can. but useless. i will try!!!!!!
Sunday, July 25, 2010
1:06 PM
after reading my past post, i have the temptation to update my blog :) just realise that my blog had rotted for 4 mths?! LOL but i guess, after this post, i might let my blog rot again.. anyway, went for last YOG training ytd and attended lijie b'day :) i have no idea what to do now.. elsie asked about his feeling, but he just said that he is not prepared.. not prepared as in what? attracted or not? everything is just bothering me so much.. *frustrated* shall end my post now!!!!
Sunday, March 21, 2010
12:53 PM
i'm back in singapore.. =) super loves and miss the times at queensland.. the place there is totally a paradise.. get to meet many different ppl there, learn their culture and many other stuffs.. moreover, i get to know those year 2s and year 3s where some of them are super nice.. they do really take good care of us and ensure that we really understand all the stuffs that are taught there.. =) nevertheless, all of us really had enjoyed the 6 days study trip there.. it was though exhausting but still fun anyway.. i just loves everything there.. will be back at queensland soon.. =)
Saturday, March 6, 2010
6:16 PM
the blog for dcrsm brisbane trip has been created!
stay tuned to the blog for the happenings when we are at brisbane =) 1 week and 1 more day to go! *excited* http://times-brisbane-republic.blogspot.com/
Thursday, March 4, 2010
10:06 PM
my heart is totally dead and numb.. ever since the confession to him had failed, my heart doesnt seems to react well.. its doesnt have any sense of feeling anymore.. why am i always the one suffering so much? does he suffer and feels terrible as what i am feeling? i noe that things cant be forced.. and i admit the fact that we can nv have a good lasting.. whatever it is, i dun feel anything anymore. it doesnt bothers me already. heart is dead, everything doesnt create an impact to me.. those things that i said previously are like craps to me now! haiis.. shant say things that makes people depressed! these few days, i felt never like before.. =) everything seems to be so exciting and enjoyable to me.. i think is due to since i got the notice that i'm being selected for the study trip, my feeling is getting better and better each day =) anyway, had a meet up with my sec peepos ytd =) i miss them super duper much.. celebrated with them the march babies birthday and went for dinner near yeeling house =) had a long chat and everyone are so into playing the iphone application.. which makes me more tempt in purchasing itouch! so stop tempting me.. i have no money already.. loll as for today, went for grooming session early in the morning.. totally exhausted but still fun though.. trying out all the different kinds of make-ups.. testing colours, foundation, etc.. and in the end, result not bad.. which includes if i dun wear glasses.. now i have to admit that body shop stuffs are actually nice at times.. =) the make up remover and the hydration mist is good =) and and, it is my first time using the eyelashers curlers.. though not use to it.. but the experience is nice and fun.. learn lots of things and i noe how to take care of my skin already =) shall buy more facial products to keep my complexion in beauty state.. =) tml will be a tiring day for me again.. have to head to school for the last study trip briefing.. and stuffs are yet to be done! so many things.. when can i ever complete them and have a good break?
Monday, February 22, 2010
10:31 AM
dad went back to china this morning.. as usual, whole family went to send him off.. as compared to last time, i'm kinda missing him more than previous time.. but.... ever since when he always come back to singapore for break, he is always giving us alot of troubles.. but anyway, he is still my dad.. i still loves him so.. i'm just feeling so vexed currently.. i wished that i'm not in the waiting list.. i want and desperate to go for the queensland trip.. i'm eager to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everyday i'm praying so hard, just to hope that i will be selected.. if by 27th, there is no response from them, thats it.. i wont be able to go.. =( PLS HOPE AND BLESS THAT I WILL BE SELECTED!!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
12:36 AM
though i have the urged to update my blog, but i seriously have no idea what to update about.. third day of CNY already.. but there isn't anything nice to say about.. just the usual routine that we does for every CNY.. visiting relatives, friends, neighbours, etc.. boringness and boringness.......... to cure my boringness, the only thing is to find him for entertainment.. but today no entertainment from him.. i seriously feel the tiredness.. i dun want to continue anymore.. what's the use of waiting and can't even get any answer from him.. is just wasting of my time.. but.... all these waiting is just because of i'm still waiting for a hope.. hoping that my wish that i pray will come true.. but there isn't anything at all.. =/ i'm just hoping.. hoping.. hoping.. |
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